Barely hanging on. Was psyched about having a relatively short swim today and then saw tomorrow's ride. 2 hours with 1:30 of it as HILL REPEATS and nearly cried. Are you KIDDING ME?!?! I can barely do one hour on FRESH legs without wanting to die. Seeing that when I'm having trouble going up and down the stairs TODAY is just soul-crushing. I know I need it with my pathetic cycling ability, but I need a month-long rest. I miss things like free time, actually feeling fresh for a workout, not having to go to bed at 9 (which, up here this time of year, is before it's COMPLETELY DARK), or not having to eat all the damn time....Yeah. And y'all don't want to read that.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Exhibit A: Today's entry in my training log:
at 7:40 AM